Yes, it's true. I've made a decision to return to fidelity. Is it permanent? I don't know, but it's something I need to do at least for now.
If you read my last post, you know that Hubby read a rather incriminating text conversation. Our marriage is intact, of course, but it hurt him very badly. The bottom line for me is that I can't keep hurting him. I love him too much.
So, I'm hanging up my crotchless prowling panties. I'm also taking a hiatus from any online "cyber sex" or naughty texting. Why? Because that's what created this current situation. I need to keep my communications with others very clean for a while.
What does this mean for PWK? I have no idea. As someone mentioned in a recent comment, it's hard to go "Prowling with Kat" if Kat isn't prowling. I'm not shutting down the blog. If I have something to say, I'll write. And I still have plenty of sex stories to share.
You know I'm not giving up sex, right?
My longest stretch of fidelity lasted 8 years Right now, that seems like a lifetime, so I've decided to take it a day at a time. It has already been a couple of months since I stepped out, so I think this has been coming for awhile anyway.
This is definitely not a "goodbye" post. It's a notice that something major has changed in my life that will be affecting PWK.
It's the start of a new adventure......
9 comments:
Good luck in your quest, but make sure the hubby does you good, hard, and often. The world, the universe, needs more Katgasms to keep the balance of good and evil just right
You have to do what feels right at this time. Living your life is more important than a blog. I didn't imagine you were giving up sex - and we'll be here reading whatever you decide to post. :-)
All the best.
If you tell us you are a Dodger fan now you come off my Blog list! :)
What Ryan said! Kidding...
Good Luck Kat, your blog and your words and well the posts about connection, jj, real life all so relevant for my situation which just hit a year. I look forward to whatever you post and hope to hear from you.
Understandable ! I suppose at certain time of life, we yearn for stability, and this includes relationship.
"I'm also taking a hiatus from any online 'cyber sex' or naughty texting. Why? Because that's what created this current situation." Confusing the symptom with the cause, no?
Kat, not an easy decision to make but I respect that you make it. I wish you the best in that with a selfish beg for you to keep writing. Always enjoyed your writings and musings as much as the sex posted. Don't be a stranger!
Good luck. My thoughts and prayers are w you. And I will miss you.
Thanks Everybody. Don't worry. I'll still be posting. I promise. :-)
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