Dinner with Cara and Beth was fun, as always. JJ joined us later in the evening and chatted for a while before Cara and Beth left. Then he met me in the parking lot.
Not wrapping my arms around him was difficult. Meeting in public places sucks. He's too good at acting indifferent like I'm just another casual acquaintance, like I'm not the woman who makes him moan with pleasure and who shudders with ecstasy repeatedly as he fucks her hard. Sometimes he's so good at pretending that I feel a little uneasy.
Of course he's good at pretending nothing's going on, I reminded myself. We wouldn't have lasted 9 months if he wasn't good at lying, particularly at home.
"Where would you like to go?" I asked him.
We both knew we only had about 45 minutes until I had to go. My husband had been monitoring me very closely and the fact that I was allowed to go out at night without a chaperone was a miracle in itself. I couldn't push my luck too far.
"Well, if it was up to me...." he said, his voice trailing off like he didn't want to finish.
"What? Where would you go if it were up to you?"
He smiled. "Well, I would find a nice dark spot and..." He reached out a hand and squeezed my hand briefly before dropping it and looking around nervously. We were definitely not in a deserted, dark place right now. We were in a busy, well-lit parking lot.
I smiled back. "Let's do that then."
Fortunately for us, unlike you city dwellers, within ten minutes we could be hidden on a dark country road in the middle of a large patchwork of fields. There are no street lights out there. The only lights are those from passing cars, and if we picked the right road, there would be few, if any, passing cars.
We got in our cars and JJ followed me out of town. We live in opposite directions, but since I was the one with the curfew, I drove toward my house. Every minute closer to my house was a minute more we'd have together.
But I didn't want to waste too much of our time driving either, so I picked a road that wasn't too far away. We passed an RV park (who vacations in an RV park in the middle of nowhere like this?), then we turned a corner. No houses nearby. No lights.
I pulled over, careful to avoid the irrigation ditch while making sure I was completely off the road. I looked in my rearview mirror and saw JJ pulling over behind me. I really hope he sees that ditch, too, I thought.
I turned off the engine and got out of my car. I turned and took a step toward JJ's car, but he was already by my side, reaching out, pulling me closer to him. Before his lips reached mine, he whispered, "I've missed you."
We both sighed into that first kiss. It really had been too long since I was with him last, even though it had only been a week or two. We kissed a long time - one of those "time stands still" kisses.
I could have been happy just standing there in the dark kissing him for the 30 minutes left before I had to go home. But then I felt his hand slipping into my pants and sliding between my legs. I leaned against my car as his fingers found what they were reaching for. My breathing quickened as he played with my clit.
Geez, I thought. He knows exactly how to touch me ....
Soon, I couldn't think. I held onto him tightly, digging my fingers into his leather jacket as I started to shake.
Then a car came around the corner toward us. Damn! He pulled out his hand and slipped his arm around me. We held each other like that while the car passed. Then another. Another.
Suddenly, our abandoned country road seemed like a busy highway. Didn't these people know our time was limited?
When the last car passed and we were in the dark again, his hand went right back to work. Within a minute he had me shuddering and moaning again. After the orgasm subsided, he slid his fingers deeply inside me and slowly started finger fucking me. Soon, I was pumping and writhing against his hand, needing to come again. He whispered in my ear, "That's it, Baby, fuck my fingers...."
I reached down and felt his cock through his pants - rock hard. His fingers were nice, but that's what I wanted.
We moved around to the passenger's side of my car. I opened the door, turned off the interior lights, sat down and pulled him close so he was standing right in front of me. I started unfastening his pants.
"You're on lookout duty, " I said.
"No problem, " he replied.
As soon as his cock was freed I took it into my mouth. He moaned and put a hand on the back of my head, guiding me to take him in deeper. I lapped up his pre-cum hungrily, then....
Another car. And another. Clearly, I picked the wrong road. Note to self: Don't park for a late night rendezvous so close to an RV park.
After the cars passed, I kissed him and started stroking him.
"I want to feel you inside me," I whispered, not quite sure why I was whispering out here.
"Anything you want," JJ said, grinning broadly.
I turned around, pulled my pants down to my ankles and bent over, leaning inside the car with my hands on the seat.
My mind was skipping from thought to thought as he positioned behind me. The car seat in the back. The kids at home. How I really should keep my car interior cleaner. The fact that if it were daytime now I would definitely not be in this position. My amazement at how much I love this man.
Then the thoughts stopped when he entered me, his hands on my hips pulling me back onto him as he pressed forward. He fucked me hard - exactly the way I like it - deep, forceful, fully controlling everything, almost indifferent to my begging for more, not changing a thing as I started to come, bucking back against him. He dug his fingers into my hips and groaned loudly as he came, still thrusting hard into me, slowing just a little as he enjoyed the sensations, making it last.
I moaned when he pulled out, reluctant to give him up. I reached down and pulled up my pants quickly.
Another car drive by. We walked carefully to his car in the dark, avoiding rocks and the irrigation ditch.
Once in his car, we kissed some more, and noted that we still had some time to talk. And talk we did...about our families, about work, about our his electronic toys, about my newest hobby, about our schedules for the next week and when we might be able to see each other again. Each new topic was punctuated by kisses, both of us torn between wanting to talk and wanting to keep our physical connection going until the last moment we had.
Eventually, I knew I had to go. We kissed a final time and I walked back to my car. He followed me for a while until he turned one way and I turned the other.
I sent him a text telling him how amazing he was. He sent me a text saying...well, saying something very loving and sweet.
Then I focused on getting home, thinking about the details of my alibi for the next time we'd meet. I opened the moonroof so I could see the sky and noticed the clear night sky and the stars I was looking at just 30 minutes ago as I was standing in the road, holding onto JJ and coming with abandon.
I smiled. I love the country.
And that man.